Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Day 6 and 7: Trip to Sitiawan

Day 6
i woke up in the morning..... around 7am... becoz.... im going to Sitiawan!!! which is can so "near" to Taiping.... so i feel abit "close" to her when think of that..... and so my family and I depart at around 8:30am in the middle of the journey... my uncle suggested that we go for Jawi's "Chai Kuih" which is delicious, told by people.... who are the people???? i really duno..... So... we round Jawi for 1 and a half hours to find the some how people say it's delicious de "Chai Kuih"... hu... finally we managed to find it... very SWT... we pass by but didn't see it ..... So..... "U" turn lorh.....

we ate alot.... it is consider a LARGE meal for lunch... but the different thing is that it's in breakfast time.... Hu.... really eat until scared... after that we continue our journey.......

And so, i passed by Simpang Tol.... and i saw the word " Taiping"....... really so miss her... and got a feeling of wanna turn left.... but unfortunately, my destination is on the right.... the feeling of unwilling to go is dragging me.... really want to turn around and headed her place... but i can't... because i'm not driving and the trip was not going to Taiping.... so i have to give up those thought... around 2 hours later... i reach Sitiawan... Quite a nice place.... Foods are good, people are friendly, fresh air but still 1 thing that is missing, which is HER.....

Day 7
oh yea... i forgot to tell that.... yesterday was a very "full" day... as i ate alot.... as i mentioned in the morning... and not long later after reaching there... my uncle took me for seafood, and after about 2 hours later.... it's dinner time = =" HU!!!!! very very very full..... dinner's buffet style... that's y i'm so full.... until cant breath....

Wake up early as well today.... have to prepare becoz it's my aunt's wedding ceremony, i have to be "T-POD", which is "the person to open the door", no other door but car door.... not quite like it at first... but after i heard that i can get "ang pao" by doing that... i can't deny it anyhow... and also i'm the "camera man" for the whole thing... wah... such a "taskful" day until night.... dinner in Sitiawan is different with Penang, becoz they are considerate for those who came far, but not for those who lives nearby... coz... the dinner starts at 6pm and ended at 8:30pm.... after that.... as a foreigner there... what activity i still have after that time??? i duno even know the road.... So, the only entertainment i have is to chat with her.... and hope that i can sleep early... i was really glad that she accompany me when i feel bored ^^ we chat until she asleep and i myself waited myself to feel sleepy by watching tv........ ...PS:*i don't sleep early.. as u can know by looking at the time i post *

Friday, December 5, 2008

Day 5: The Sweetness Between Us is Still There

today morning, as part of my routine lately, she wakes me up with a greet.... but something unusual is that, today i greet her back.... and we chat for awhile until she go back to her.... until now i still remember that she told me "thinking of the middle autumn day ^^"... which was the first date of us, and the day i "confess", she said that we were weird weird tat time, maybe it's because we still don't know each other quite sometime yet.... lolx =X (which is a good thing i think so.....)

But most important news for today is that A&W of Gurney Plaza is opened now.... oh yea... i've walk about 10mins road to find out that.... i was going to give her a surprise about that.... but seems that she still stuck on the sad part more than going on to the happy part... i guess there won't be any next time..... anyway... still happy that it's open so soon.... i thought that i should be open by next year... but wow.... not bad not bad..... So until we meet, i think our plan for that day will be very smooth and happy of coz.... and i love u.... dear Ms. South West.... you ask me that if we will change eventhough the time become long.... my answer is the same as mid autumn day.... everyday and every moment... i will love you deeper and deeper.... and U ARE ALWAYS MY Dear!!! =)

Best regards,
East North Thur Luv South West Nancy

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Day 4: Still Feel Sloooowww

Thursday, Cloudy
Yesterday was a fun day, because we talk about what we are going to do when she come back to penang... hehe.. so happy when we discuss how we are going to use these 2 days, which are january the 3rd and 4th.... ^^ we plan that how we are going to clean her apartment and where are we going to go... although at first i feel lazy to clean up her place.... but after thinking that i can have the time to clean up the place with her... that motivates me and help her to clean up no matter what..... and later that i suggest that we cook our lunch, she agreed... and u know... i was like in cloud nine... becoz it was one of my dream with her..... and so bla... bla.... bla.... we plan on going where and stuffs like this.......

But.... Today is totally a different story, because of my part time job... and her "working hour" job... we can't chat more..... so boring when she's not around to chat with me... but i still feel happy ^^ becoz today she had her lunch with her mum, by hearing that.... i feel happy for her.... such a sweet mum... i wonder..... and so... i went to work.... .... ... ... while working... i sms her abit... we had a sweet time over the sms although.... its.... only sms... what can i hope more....
at that moment.... i really hope that i stay next door to her... so that when i miss her... i can hug her... hehe... thinking of that makes me happy..... BUT THE MAIN POINT IS!!!!! i realise that it's onli the 4rd day.... argh!! so slow.... still have about 29 days left.... *sigh* hope god can premit me to make the time faster abit for this month.... i rather not having christmas and to meet her.......

Best Regards,
East North Thur

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Day 3: Started to get Worried about Her

i'm starting to get worry about her... as yesterday she said that her working place is a complicated place where lots of incidents will happen... plus some pervert snaps a picture of her without her permission, and that's making me more worry about it... i can't stop thinking about what will happen since then...Really Hope that she can be cautious and of cause save from those things.... God... please protect my dear from bad things that would happen to her, and i hope that i won't happen at all.... thanks God.. Amen.....

Day 2: the time goes by so slow....

Tuesday, Sunny Day
today... as the same as usual... wake up in morning, but got 1 thing special is that... today morning... i get to hear one sweet voice, which is her voice... ^^ she told me that how's her work and how she manage to learn something with it... my heart was filled with joy when i heard her voice from the first second of my morning.... i wanna talk more but i know if i talk more... she will be late and i am also half conscious....

the day went by so slowly...... that i can even count how long is 1 second.... sitting in front of my computer nothing else to do... i planned to wash my car.... after washing it... i found out that i just used 10 mins to done it...... so felt sian and nothing to do... i decide to polish it... polish once... wah.. still so early... so i polish again... and now my car become................... TAAARRDAAAA


Huuu.... first time polish 2 times... quite fun de actually... just the sun very sunny, so quite warm outside... after finishing my work... and left nothing else to do... i start to miss her AGAIN............

Monday, December 1, 2008

Day 1: Still Feeling Down Because of It

Monday, Cloudy (which looks wanna rain, suits my mood)
i am not working today..... wake up as usual, and look at my handphone, it makes me recall back reluctantly about yesterday... still feeling down.. i replied her with wishes... hoping her to had a good time with her job... By then, i started to feel that, my life now is missing something... missing something that is very important to me....... Very Miss Her... i miss her sound, miss her laugh, miss hugging her, miss that i can always find her when i want to..... but most of all.... I MISS HER HAIR SCENT.. feeling "single" again as i still not yet get used to it.... i really duno how i going to pick myself up when she's going to US for about 1 year.......... i really wanna hug her now and tell her that how much i miss her although it's just 1 day.... becoz, for me, feelings are not calculate by how many days we have been together..... is how deep we are into it, and that makes the bond even stronger.....

Last Day Before U Leave

the day was a fun and memorial day for me....i really had my good time with her....that day
we go BM and shop there.... mmmm..really like when she ask me about my opinion of the
clothes she wanted to buy ^^.... but good time goes by really fast... i tried to be with her for the next 2 days before she leave.... but it's still not enough for me.... every time i glanced on my watch when i was with her..... i had a sour feeling because i realize that, the time is getting shorter and shorter, and i really hope that the time will just stop at there... so that we will have more time to be together... However, i don't want her to feel sad, so i just pretend that it's just a normal thing to me.. and hope that she will be happy... and will not think about the depart..... And so, until we reach the bus stop... and when she lay on my chest... i can feel the warmth of her body that touched my chest spilled into my heart with the sourness of unwanted departure... That moment, my heart was crying and my face almost express it out, until she is going to cry and i control myself, and tell her "Bye bye, dear bye bye"... this is what i can say for the most... because if i say more i don't think that i can control my feeling, as i was talking with a crying sound........ and so she left......